By John Bray
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February 8, 2025
I have been considering the story-line for a book since I was 18 (or so). Now that I am 68, it is available for you. “What If” is a historical fiction regarding the relationships between Pontius Pilate and his wife Claudia, Pontius Pilate and his boss Tiberius Caesar, and between Pontius Pilate and Jesus. Now-and-again, another chapter occurs to me, and here is a short section which includes a conversation between Pontius and Claudia. A conversation between husband and wife “Good morning, dear.” Pontius announced as he entered the room. “How did you rest, my dear” Claudia replied, with a twinkle in her eyes, “I slept peacefully and feel great. And, you, dear husband?” “It was a peaceful night. I am so very excited for our trip to Jerusalem and on to Africa. I feel refreshed and ready to show the world what we know. I pray I am up to the task.” Claudia reached out to touch Pontius’ hand, “I will be there with you dear. We will call on the strength offered by our friend Yahushua and the Holy Spirit to direct our words to all that will hear us. Some pomegranates and fresh bread, dear? Or we have some left-over mutton. I can ask cook to prepare some for us. I look forward to releasing all of our slaves to a free life, and giving them the funds to start it. I am also excited for our journey to share what we know to the world, and to have productive work to share.” “I think just some pomegranates and bread.” Then saying a blessing over the breakfast, Pontius continued, “Dear Heavenly Father. Thank you for thinking of us, and providing the blessing of food and drink for us. All good things come from you and we ask for your blessings on this meal.” “So,” Pontius turned to Claudia and asked, “did you hear the other exciting news from Tiberius? He has decided to allow and encourage the wearing of braccae throughout the empire.” Claudia replied, “I did hear that. I think I should like to add braccae to my wardrobe.” “I think you should.” Pilot responded with mock approval on his face. “I wasn’t asking for your permission, dear.” Claudia announced, having missed his expression. “I wasn’t giving it, love.” Pontius said, perhaps a little hurt that Claudia had missed what he was saying. “You are an intelligent, mature, and capable woman. You can certainly manage the nuances of your manner of dress so that is most suitable for you. I’m not in charge of you.” Pontius smiled. Pontius took the thought down a hare trail. “I imagine a time when someone will suggest women should be quiet in meetings, always wear a hat when praying, and cover their hair. While that may be culturally significant, I would never propose that you need to be silent in group meetings. Your voice is just as valid as mine, and maybe even more. I believe Yahushua would say, ‘it is a circumcised heart that the Lord desires. And your heart, my love, is so sweet and ready for anything from the Lord.” Catching his humor this time, Claudia opined, “I think there will me so many exciting things that are going to be available for us. I do not know how we are so blessed.” “But, that leads me to another thought that has been nagging at my mind for a while.” Pontius began. “Throughout the empire, whether Roman, Hebrew, Arab, or other, two individuals are brought together to live together and are committed to each other – sometimes arranged like we were, or by a match-maker, or by choice. It is commonly held by many, probably most, that one person needs to be in charge. I ask myself, ‘Why’?” “Well, dear, doesn’t someone have to take responsibility for decisions? I would gamble that as we embark on our travels we will find some customs in which one partner is responsible while in another community it may be the other partner.” Claudia countered. “True enough. But does that make it right, just because it is custom? So again, why? Where does discussion, compromise, and agreement come in? If two mature, committed adults can make plans together for their lives, can they not also agree to reach an accord? I know what you are thinking, dear wife. What if I feel as strongly ‘Yes’ as you feel ‘No’? “Well, instead of being at impasse,” Pontius continued, “I say that in a committed, loving, caring relationship, one partner must be willing to be crucified for the sake of the other. Just as the Lord, our savior Yahushua was willing to be crucified to show us another, better way to behave, one partner needs to swallow hard, and say, “I love you, dear.” And be done with it. Not bring it up again; not say, “I told you so.” To hold fast to one another and go through this life with a love that is supporting and unconditional, just as Yahushua has taught us,” I would love to hear your thoughts. Your feedback is gold to me!! And by the way, if you haven’t had a chance to check out the resource section of the website, there are tools and support available to you. Also would you for you to stay in touch with me if interested. Being a new author, it would mean the world to me to hear from you……… Please feel free to check back. There are additional chapters being posted here. I hope that we can have a chance to discuss because the answers are in the discussing. This book is a labor of love and on the website are tools and support that is available for you, dear reader. Please consider staying in touch with me as you have the interest.